Life's Like Dat

Troubles

2007-11-20T06:28:00.000+08:00

K, picture this:

U r out of the goddamn hospital of one day. U feel giddy and painful, with ur body aching all over with the nurses' and doctors' pathetic piercingS on ur body (and they can tell u: "UR BLOOD VESSEL IS MOVING!", yah, i noe, then do something about it lah! tell me got use meh?).

Suddenly, ur mum forbids u to go anywhere during the holidays wif ur frens(all kinds of frens: gay, boy, gurl, homo). U think: how rotten can life get rite?

Now, someone else comes in to say: "do something to make my mum say yes, i dun care, i wanna go overseas!" lol, hey dude, u think i dun wan huh? I asked everyone to help- my coach, my aunt, my frens, my uncle- but my mum only gave one word: NO! (easy for her to say...)So what would you do?

The person was unreceptive to any coaxing, any counselling and demands to get it her way. My mum was, well, u noe MY mum. The person can go on and on to demand and my mum stoll firm as a castle.

So now u noe how it feels??? If u dun, try standing in between 2 3feet thick walls, and imagine one side crushing you slowly, to top it off, u are weak from all the drips, drugs, injections u recieved in the hospital.

So much for being understanding...

So i thot about counselling the person, to teach her abt "live and let live", 'forbearance', 'benevolence'...

And guess wad the person said???

"It's all ur fault"

YAH, THX FOR BEING CONCERNED ABT MY SICKNESS!

Bedridden

2007-11-17T17:57:00.000+08:00

Haha, yup, i'm sick... At singapore general hospital... Zzz... N i'm freaking bored... Hope to get out soon...

Life

2007-11-16T00:32:00.000+08:00

Just some random statements on life.... Will be back to edit it... Need to study.... Haha...

Forbearance and benevolence are the qualities of a true gentleman. To be able to live and let live is the highest attainment of man.

Do unto others what you want others to do unto you.

A preson must be able to be contented with what he has, to be happy even when he is poor, to be humble when he is rich

The most important thing in life is to help others around you. The most important peoplein life are those who needs help. The most appropriate time to do the most important thing is right away. Remember: Time and tide waits for no man.

A person must be able to let go of his regrets. To do this, the person must first accept and acknowledge the regret. Next, is to change his perspective of how he views it. Finally, he must do what he can to make up for his regrets and have constant vigilance to never repeat it again.

Counting down

2007-11-13T07:42:00.001+08:00

The effects of studying too much... U have no idea wad's going on ard u... Nt even when ppl take sneak shots at u... Counting down to freedom...

2 more weeks!!!

2007-11-09T11:40:00.000+08:00

Yup, 2 more weeks!!!

Bored...

2007-10-10T12:14:00.001+08:00

Man... Patrick is so boring... So bored dat i have to blog in lecture... Like he says: 'so much to talk, go talk on ur blog lah.'...

Man... Life is so god damn boring... Can't wait for 'A' levels to end... Zzz...

Happy birthday Gedeon!!!

2007-09-21T05:37:00.000+08:00

Man, do i hate computers....

K anyways... I'm an IT noob, so i've uploaded Gedeon's video onto youtube.... BUT i dunno how to put it onto my blog... well I thot it worked, but apparently the video din appear on my blog...

SO here's it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yYYjOV2rjdI

And... HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEDEON!!!! lol...

Look at gedeon in his cool birthday present, haha....

Well... Gd luck to everyone studying for the 'A's, tata....

Haiz... Mug...

2007-09-08T00:33:00.001+08:00

Man...
Sometimes it's nt dat u hate ur parents...
It's more like the fact they cant get off ur back...
I dun mind nagging...
But scolding n shouting at the top of ur voice at midnite?
Man, i dun nd this shit now...
Who wans to change mum?
I can offer mine...

Thanksgivng

2007-08-05T16:43:00.000+08:00

Thank you God...
Sorry...
Plz forgive me...
And make her forgive me...

Love

2007-08-04T16:50:00.001+08:00

God,
You must have saw that,
You've won,
So wad?
You feel happy that you've ruin 2 more lives?
You take pride in that?
That's it,
There's nothing left,
You've took away what i once held dear,
Go ahead,
Ruin more lives,
That's what you do best,
To give and take.

Happy? Birthday...

2007-07-28T15:03:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me...
Happy birthday to me...
Happy birthday to me~~~
Happy birthday to meeeeeee~~~~

Yup happy 18th birthday to me...

Quite disappointed abt my life... Haiz... Shan't say much...

At least there's still the one i hold close to my heart...

Love is enjoyable... but yet it creates more trouble than u can imagine...

Nevertheless... i'm addicted...

Juz a note

2007-06-30T11:16:00.000+08:00

Oh ya, forgot to tell u people that I'm botak.

<-----Like the poor soul beside this post.

And dat mid years are over.

Life

2007-06-29T13:18:00.001+08:00

Someone juz kill me plz.
Life sux.
There's no meaning.
We are juz organisms with greater brain power.
Wad makes us so different from animals?
If we can kill animals for no reason, y cant we kill ourselves?
We r made up of cells, aren't they?
So if killing humans are juz about destroying a bunch of cells,
Wad so different abt it when we kill a bunch of ants made up of cells too?
So i presume pest exterminators are serious sinners too, arent they?
Life is juz a game of survival, and the world is juz it's playing field...

Loser

2007-06-28T17:15:00.000+08:00

You are reading the blog of the biggest loser on earth.
Not the dumb dieting program on Channel 5.
The real loser. With the capital L.

Swim?

2007-05-17T20:35:00.000+08:00

WooHoo~~~~~~~

Guess wad? I'm in the interschool swimming competition!!!

Haha, Lim Kok Wee, I muz prove u wrong!

But then again... I haven really been training at all...

Nvm, from this point onwards, I will revert back to being a swimmer!!!

VJC, see you at the pool!

Still alive

2007-05-06T18:48:00.000+08:00

Not dead yet? Yupz... not dead... still alive...

Go... Juz go...

2007-04-23T20:08:00.000+08:00

This blog is becoming so dead... so lifeless...
The memories it keeps are so alone... lonely...
Juz like how I feel now...

Rmb wad u promised me?
That u will be there for me as long as i need u?
That u will never leave me alone?
It seems that i'm the only one who rmbs...
That i'm the only one who still keeps it...
I'm not blaming anyone... It's never anyone's fault...
Promises are meant to be broken... only to u...
I'm sry, i'm keeping them...

Friends or me.... it seems like a hard choice...
But at least i noe ur priority now...

I wun restrict you again... ever...

Juz tell me wad u wan... when u wan...
I've had enough of rejections... I wun ever take initiative again...
It's time to switch roles...

I noe this blog is lonely...
So lonely that no one will see this post...

But u still have me...

Tombsweeping

2007-04-06T12:38:00.000+08:00

Bye bye~~~

I'm off to rot in malaysia... for tombsweeping...

I'll miss u dear... Wait for me... I'll hold u in my arms again...

I love u dear...

Yucks...

2007-03-21T22:14:00.000+08:00

Some gay msg me on friendster and said he wants to noe more guyz in SG...

How sick is dat?

2007-03-03T15:36:00.000+08:00

How bad can ur day get get?

Losing a 40m lead in a relay coz one of our runners slipped and fell on the slippery track?

Screwing ur SPA skill B coz u have totally no idea previous practice on the spa and have no idea how to plot the table?

Haha, juz kidding, anyways, we had our first official class gathering yesterday, lots of food... dat's all i noe, haha... Wasting time away beside the pool, wif Marvin humping the bouncy horse like thingy at the playground... at least it was relaxing...

Dear, dun tink too much abt the pimples lah, haha~~ u get wad i mean... u r who r u, k?

2007-02-26T02:24:00.000+08:00

Tennis Captain Dunked

Poor Justin getting dunked on his 18th birthday

2007-02-25T14:09:00.000+08:00

Bike riding anyone?

Time to pump the tires :)

More rides next time k?

Oh... try not to scream... u wun fall...

2007-02-24T13:40:00.000+08:00

Hmm... somehow my point got across...

Life should somehow be better now...

Thank you God...

2007-02-20T00:27:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday dear~~~!!!

May all ur wishes come true~~~

Love u dear... sry...

2007-02-19T22:16:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year everyone~~~

Lalala~~~

My temperature's too low to be measured by a thermometer...

Maybe i'm dying soon...

Headache...

Truth...

2007-02-16T17:59:00.000+08:00

It's time to move on...

Time to back down...

God... Is this wad u r hinting me?

Am i doing the right thing?

Everything is in ur hands now...

Confused.

2007-02-12T21:48:00.000+08:00

I have no idea what to do anymore...

God, enlighten me plz...

Opps... I did it again...

2007-02-05T23:07:00.000+08:00

Mood swings, mood swings and more mood swings... Man, I'm god damn immature... insensitive... This sux...

Sry I made you cried again, it's my god damn fault... I really have no intention of hurting you when i said dat, there was no pun intended, no malice behind my words...

Anyways... I'm really sry... Sry dat I always make you worry about me... I really dun wish to see you cry... I'm sry i suck at making you happy... I always have no idea wad to do when you cry...

I'm really sry... I promise, no more keeping things to myself, no more stress, no more impossible events... No problem... as long as you dun cry... I'll do anything... juz to make you happy...

I'm really sry...

100 Day anniversay!

2007-02-03T13:38:00.000+08:00

Goddamnit... no SPORTS for 1 whole week... how am i suppose to survive?

Gives me more reason to mug my life away...

Happy 100 days :)

2007-02-02T23:18:00.000+08:00

Ouch... there goes my right ankle again... swelling like a pig's trotter... and i can't even run the cross country... haiz... too bad i promised dear not to run... if not i would have juz hack care...

Some goddamnit bastard actually dare to insult my dear today... Obviously he has never experienced death b4... that bastard got chased by me(wif the swollen ankle) ard the track until he jumped across a drain... Lucky for him... i can't jump wif dat pig's trotter...

Anyways, I saw him again after my lessons and dat bloody coward ran away at the sight of me... he got chased all the way to the general office... where he stood whimpering like a coward... begging me to let him off... Omg... I shld have video-ed it down... and obviously i can bear to whack a weakling... especially one without any fighting will... So i had to let him off... U believe it?

God, i shldn't be so soft-hearted... I swear i will rip his balls out 1 day...

Anyway i tink he's like super afraid of me now... so he wouldn't dare step into ohana when i'm ard... wad a coward...

Dear, I swear, I will not let anyone bully u, not let any bastard touch you, not let any coward insult you... I swear dat if they do, i will break all of the bones they have in their filthy body...

Tired...

2007-01-31T21:14:00.000+08:00

Woohoo~~~ First time i have gastric pain!!! So damn cool, imagine u running ard the court listening and feeling ur gastric juice sawying about, slowly digesting away the insides of ur stomach, how cool is dat?

I shld try getting more slp... now i have rabbit's eyes... save me... someone... dying under the crushing pressure... Can't bloody keep the eyes open... drooping eyelids... heavy eyebags... Zzzz... time to get more slp...

Who noes? Maybe i will faint during the cross country... at least the first aid club will have something to do then...

2007-01-27T22:43:00.000+08:00

Happy 3 months my dear!!!

Thx for everything you've done today...

Thx for ur gift at the ROM, for letting me noe how much u care, how much you feel and actually did... Dear, i will remember everything, from the piggy back, to the kiss to the hand holding...

Ur golden kiss never failed to make my day...

Every second spent with you is more than i can ask for...

Everyday in sch ever since we r together... I yearn to see u... every second... despite knowing it's impossible... pardon my mood swing's'... haha, i will try to control...

Once again, Happy 3 months... happier 3 months... happiest 3 months...
Dear, i pray to God, to watch over you, to protect you from any harm... To let us be together, to let us be in love, to let it be forever... Dear, I want you to be the one, the only one... I love you...

2007-01-26T22:42:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. strength test rox... carrying 100+kg on ur back will break ur bones, haha...
Oh, and the Mrs toh wants to try me for discus... when no one in the team noes how to throw... who the hell am i suppose to consult?

Well, that's besides the point... anyways, life's pretty much on track now... Studies, CCAs, Lifesaving, family, well and yupz, most importantly, relationship wif dear...

Dunno y... i'm used to having moodswings nowadays... maybe i should talk less lest i make more trouble... maybe... well... dat's all...

Sports sports sports...

2007-01-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

Hmm... finally got my free track n field jersey...

Basically, I'm practically doing sports everyday of my life... especially so since i'm in track n field now...

Mon-Thurs : Tennis
Wednesday+Friday: Track n Field
Saturday: Swim

Notice there's an overlapping of track n field on wednesday wif tennis? haha, luckily, or unluckily, one is after another...

I'm so screwed... luckily there's dear to be wif me :)

Definitions...

2007-01-18T23:22:00.000+08:00

Definition of cute:

cute
-adjective
attractive, esp. in a dainty way; pleasingly pretty

attractive especially by means of smallness or prettiness or quaintness

Here it is dear...

PMS....

2007-01-16T22:21:00.000+08:00

Sry for being so god damn moody in sch nowadays...

Maybe it's because of stress...
Maybe oso due to lack of slp...
Perhaps it's my hunger...
Perhaps... i juz had a bad day...

I dun look confident... coz i ain't... All it needs is 1 comment... and all my confidence crumbles...

Sry Dear... it's not ur fault...

Maybe i was disappointed initially... but i remembered it's not how much u recieve, but how much u give that makes u appreciate...

So... I'm sry once again for my mood swing...

I will try to honour our promise... And make u proud of me...
To be the most loving couple... like u said... like i want
I love u dear...

2007-01-13T21:34:00.000+08:00

Cycling marathon... How long does it take to reach Kovan heartland mall from Hougang Ave 9?
Bus-15mins
Mrt- 5 mins
Me Cycling? - 5 mins

Haha, it's a surprise i din cramp during lifesaving lesson after going to n fro like countless times... oh, i forgot i din really swim, haha, stand on land to scold ppl only :P so evil... haiz...

Dear, the breathtaking moments when i'm wif u... When u do dat... the feeling... only u can...

The feeling of lips touching lips... feeling of breath exchange... nothing can replace...
Love u dear...

2007-01-13T01:34:00.000+08:00

Ah... finally into blogger... Been rather busy this few days...

Anyways, Dear has juz gave me a higher security clearance level, so I'm allowed to type more, haha...

Have been home late this few days leading to the unpleasure of my mother... But i immeadiately start mugging when i reach home... she either failed to notice dat or choose to ignore it...

Ever had the feeling that u wanna see one person every second of ur life? Wish dat everyone else in the world would juz bother abt their own business so dat the two of u can be together? Hmm...

The feeling that only u can give... the feeling dat will come when u do dat... it now comes every second as long as i look at u...

Our first kiss... in the rain... rather snappy... but still... only u can giv me the feeling...

Thx Dear...

I'm Sry...

2007-01-05T17:29:00.000+08:00

I'm sry... I fell aslp in GP lecture... My brain couldn't take the strain anymore... I'm sry... Forgive me... Juliet Yim's lecture was too much for the human brain to take...

Despite me feeling insignificat in ur life, being able to feel ur presence is enuff for me... As much as I wanted to vent my anger, I can't bear to make u feel bad, besides, dat smile of urs is able to extinguish any anger within me... Seeing u cry twice because of me is bad enuff, I wun let it happen again... I noe i can't gurantee... but i will try...

All it takes is juz your smile...
To make it seem worthwhile...

I'm falling into a deep abyss of love for u...

Time...

2007-01-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

I would like to edit my previous statement:

Once school starts, i wouldn't even have time to clear my bowels... oh well, maybe not dat extreme...

To:

It is dat bloody extreme... I dun even have time to PEE...

Last Day B4 School Starts...

2007-01-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Life would be totally different from tomorrow onwards...

Once school starts, i wouldn't even have time to clear my bowels... oh well, maybe not dat extreme...

Can't imagine going to sch seeing ppl in so many different uniforms, especially the short pants, haha...

Anyways, life's changed... My Dua Bei Gong will make sure i study hard and not waste my life away... I'm striving for the best wif everything i've got... I hope...

I tink marvin tinks the same way too... wif his own Dua Bei Gong... haha...

Let's Do this Baby... Haha...

Let's hope for a good start this year... Until then...

BTW, Deathnote 2 waste braincells...
Worth a watch, wif the right person... Provides u an alternative to look at, haha...

Those 3 words...

2007-01-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year everyone!!!

Man, fireworks at the esplanade was like woah... haha... Definitely worth the 4 hrs waiting there... Standing until ur legs can't take it anymore... haha...

U din noe how important those 3 words r to reassure me... making it more than worthwhile...

Those 3 words

Are said too much

But not enough...

- Chasing Cars

By the way, the 3 words r not Happy New Year...

1st sentence of the year... I love you

2 Months Anniversary

2006-12-29T11:59:00.000+08:00

I wanted to post this 2 days ago, but well... the comp failed me once again, haha...

Argh... btw, i screwed up all my matches... serves sux... it's back to the training ground for me... Sry Justin... Juz kill me...

Happy 2 months :) thx for all the 'gifts' u gave me... It's a wonder how u can charm me everytime we meet... hmm...

你的脸没有化妆我却疯狂爱上... - 园游会, 周杰伦

Merry Christmas everyone~~~

2006-12-26T11:58:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas to all ya souls out there~~
Happy B'dae to Mum and my irritating sis, though it wasn't exactly very happy wif all the scoldings...

Anyways, this muz be the best christmas in my life, wif great frens, great food, great presents and her(great would be an understatement)...

May all ur wishes come thru~~~

Do not read on, it's for her alone(well unless u really are a Nosy Parker):

Although i had already anticipated u giving ur first kiss to me, the feeling was totally indescribable... Holding u in my arms by the poolside and watching time pass us by... Never will i forget the overwhelming feeling of being loved and loving u... Thx for everything... U honestly made an impact in my life dat no one else can ever give... May the stars grant us eternal love and watch over u, protecting u from harm... I love u...

And if u r not her, thx alot for being so "interested" in our affairs... but no thx, go drown urself :P

Muahaha...

2006-12-23T11:56:00.000+08:00

Tsk Tsk Tsk... Scandalous...
The image have been "processed" to protect the victims' interest, haha...
Victims involved, plz do not kill me if u see this...

Limited edition tennis racket

2006-12-23T11:40:00.000+08:00

Oh, i forgot to post this up.

Anyways, Justin, Yee Wee and yours truly went to walk ard Marina Square and saw this extremely expensive racket in Royal Sporting House... It's called the Excalibur...

Ahh... look at the price... A freaking $1039.50...

Tennis Camp

2006-12-22T00:54:00.000+08:00

Argh... Pure torture... the horrendous weather on the first day rendered any outdoor activity impossible... yupz... so there goes tennis, welcome PT... The only activity of the day was to play CAPTAIN'S BALLS wif the Badminton... got thrashed, i tink... forgot the score... hmm... actually, no one bothered counting... At least managed to spend some alone time... though i would have greatly appreciated it if there was more time... Zzz...

The camp was almost cancelled... luckily the weather turned better and Coach came on the second day. Desperately trying to overpower justin's serve... to no avail... Practice Practice Practice...

Then there was the friendly against the Simei ITE (yupz, the shopping centre school) though it wasn't really friendly, haha... ok, fine, actually they were good ppl... so it's alrite lah... anyway, half way thru the match it rained... so here's the score...

Justin VS some ITE guy: 7-2
Kaiquan VS some other ITE guy: 5-5
Me VS Chee Tat( okay... some other ITE guy too): 4-3 (15-0)
YH & L VS some ITE gurls...: I only noe they led 3 sets up

Sorry... din bother asking for names... and i hope i din get the guy's name wrongly... Zzz...
Gave points away wif double faults... Scored my serve sets only wif aces... Broke all his serves... Ended wif me acing him 15-0...

Justin was pure ownage... he totally killed the guy loh... And he was in his Match Mood... super fierce... Zzz...

Went to steamboat buffet wif Melvin, Yuying, Yihan and HER(yupz, HER) at Turf City during Dinner... Totally amused by Yihan and her comments... oh and her palmistry thingy and the henpecked stuff...

Need to find where to get jelly ice cream... other than in VJC... ideas? Anyone?

Hmm... thx dear... i like anything, as long as it's given by u...

2006-12-18T10:09:00.000+08:00

Omg... Din noe a teddy can cost so much... haha... wallet bleeding profusely...

Anyways, happy belated birthday to Jiahui, thx for the food, at least we(or I) cleared everything rite? haha!!!

Yee Wee, stop being so overly-excited... It's juz a namecard...

Counting down to tennis camp...

You...

2006-12-15T22:39:00.000+08:00

The way your smile melts my heart...

The way your tears distinguishes my anger...

The way your eyes captures my soul...

The feeling that no one but u can give me...

I miss u...

U mean there's a library in town???

2006-12-14T16:48:00.000+08:00

Look at the title, haha!!! k, lah, not dat i dunno there's a library... But i dun go town to read books... sry :P

The uncle gave me the wrong strings to my racket... haiz... luckily i tink i'm gonna snap it soon enuff, haha, so who cares?

Ah, after paying my debts and stuff... My hundred plus pay actually decreased to forty plus... haiz... need some budget control liao...

Haha, racket!!!

2006-12-12T21:47:00.000+08:00

Wahaha, i finally got my racket, hope it's wad I hope it was like...

Tml still need to go collect after my work... but nvm at least can see her, haha!!!

:) Rest well people!!!

Everything's fine...

2006-12-09T21:38:00.000+08:00

Everything's solved...

No more troubles...

Everything will be alrite...

Like I promised...

Let me carry the burden, resolve the troubles, and solve the problems...

Dun worry too much...

I will do the worrying...

ZZ monster... come now...

2006-12-09T04:27:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Y am I still up... god damn it... can't bloody slp...

If only someone can come online to chat wif me now...

Man... SOMEONE COME ONLINE!!! I'm god damn lonely...

Screw it...

Happy birthday Papa...

2006-12-09T01:59:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Papa... At least u are happier...

Who am I to feel sad?
I am juz a piece of shit...
There are ppl all ard the world wif much pressing problems...

Time heals? Fat hope...

Stop putting the blame on urself, it does nothing... It juz makes you feel worse...

Put it on me instead... Dat definitely eases the pain alot...
I will be your guardian angel... Guarding u from afar...
I've decided turning gay is much better... I forgot i already am...

Oh... and i juz remembered i hate gays... so i shld hate myself...

The End

2006-12-08T00:47:00.000+08:00

Screw Blogger for being down yesterday...

Everything is so screwed up... one minute we maybe laughing together, the other minute we are crying...

Congrats, u made me cried, u succeeded... U shattered everything...

U gave me hope, and deprived me... and expect me to live...

U want me to wait, then i shall wait... even if it's endlessly...

I will do wadeva u say... all it takes is juz a word... from ur precious lips...

Love is juz a piece of worthless shit, it can't sustain u, and it can't even outplay the education system... Wad a piece of junk...

I thot my eyes were dry... i thot i was strong... wad a joke... I'm nothing more than shit...

Hardworking...

2006-12-06T00:48:00.000+08:00

Haha, can't believe it rite?? I actually did my physics at Changi Airport... haha, got Dua Bei Gong sit there to supervise sia... dun dare not to do, haha...

Met Gedeon and gang at downtown east... Stupid Marvin... never tell me got chalet... if u read this, better gimme an explanation...

Finally after so long, i obtained my first... on the back of my hand, haha... Nvm, patience is a virtue, as my Dua Bei Gong said...

Lame stuff...

2006-12-06T00:31:00.000+08:00

I swear I will never ever do this kinda stuff again... since i'm so free... here goes... haiz... yihan stop putting me lah... I can't be bothered to kill my brain cells... haha

1. What's your phone brand?
Motorola V3i

2. What are the last 3 digits in your cell phone number?
540

3. What does the 2nd message in your inbox says?
er... very long... sianz... shan't type... haha

4. Who's the first person under M?
Marc's Hp... VJ council president, haha

5. Who's the last person you rang?
Gedeon... 10A1s...

6. Who was your last missed call from?
My home phone... my father chasing me home...

7. Who's the 2nd person under D?
Darryl Leong...

8. What does the last message in your inbox says?
"kk..Go bathe..Have a good rest..Nitez! :)

9. Who's the second person under J?
Jeremy Chee, haha King Chee!!!!

10. Go to your sent items. What does the 10th message say?
Omg... I'm sure u dun wanna noe...

11. Who's the 4th person under S?
Shiyi's Hp

12. Who's your network provider?
Singtel... Such monopoly...

13. How many messages are there in your inbox?
46...

14. What do you have as your background?
Her cute face, haha!!!

15. Who's the 2nd person under R?
Haha, not enuff ppl under R... lol

16. Who do you have on speed dial 3?
I dunno... How do u use this??

17. If you were on prepaid, how much credit do you have left?
$0 no prepaid

18. Who is the last person under C?
Coach Johan, haha, my swimming coach

19. How many bars of signal do your currently have?
4...

20. What do you have as your main ringtone?
I Try - Lifehouse...

21. Name 5 people whom you want to do the survey!
Anyone
Who
Can
Be
Bothered...

Relax... Chill... Control...

2006-12-05T11:26:00.000+08:00

I need to chill out... I really need to control myself from thinking too much...

Love results in paranoid? Jealousy? or juz pure nonsense?

You want me to trust u... then i shall...

Les(bians) Miserables

2006-12-03T09:12:00.000+08:00

Went back to VJ to catch the choir musical, seriously entertaining other than the fact that they started throwing coins at the audience and hit my shoulder... oh... and my blur contacts...

Walked down Katong Street for supper... I think i broke the record for the fastest spring chicken eater... Din wanted to get home to late so i had to tear thru the chicken ...

Managed to catch the last bus home after midnite...

Ok... I seriously think i shouldn't type blog entries anymore... need to have so much censorship everytime i type... no details and stuff... haiz...

But at least I enjoyed myself, haha!!! Thx for wasting time wif me!!! :) I love u...

Woes...

2006-12-01T00:21:00.000+08:00

Argh... my computer sux... it can only be turned on few days after its last usage...

My handphone sux too... it keeps getting hang or auto shutoff...

Sry... I din mean to dao anyone if i din reply... especially you...

Forgive me...

Haiz... why can't i stop worrying... am i too paranoid or wad...

Religions...

2006-11-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

Hmm... I thot religions were meant to make a person better in terms of religions... So i had the wrong idea...

Religions are meant to inculcate values in a person... not control their life...

Who r those dat came up wif all those teachings??? Humans... they choose to believe in something dat they do not even noe if it really exist... not dat it is a problem... but believing so much dat it directs ur life totally??? Haiz... ok... ppl are free to believe wad they wan to percieve...

I dictate my life... no one else does...

I'm sry for making u cry... I should be damned...

Happy 1 month anniversary.... I love u... dear...

Wedding Dinner at Johor

2006-11-28T23:15:00.000+08:00

Dinner at Johor was a totally experience...
Peaceful sunset on the causeway, haha...

Haha, this was beside the restaurant of the wedding dinner... wanted to go in to check ard... but the uncle sitting there... lol...

A fight broke out among the drunkards at the wedding dinner, super exciting, main highlight of the whole dinner man... Haha, i almost joined in, but the drunkards got dragged out by their frens, lol...

Imagine seeing this... then u turn ur head... and see a sign saying 1.7km to causeway... if each car takes up 4m of space including the gap... dats a bloody 425cars to go...

After 1 hr plus... oh... it took more than 2 hrs plus to finally pass the Singapore custom...

Government...

2006-11-22T23:02:00.000+08:00

Haiz... changing passport photo is sucha chore... The waiting time is .................................................................................................................................... dat long... Zzz...

Hmm... but i enjoyed the day alot... Coz of the company i had... although i feel bad to make her wait... haiz... Sry dear....

In the end, i even made her late for her tution T_T... super guilty...

But... I really enjoyed today... haha... Coz dear, u made my day, as long as i can c u, it doesn't matter where i am or wad i am doing...

~世界唯一的你~

Service learning at Toa Payoh Care Corner

2006-11-22T22:50:00.000+08:00

Haha, wad can i say? Kids love me!!! :P
Haha, the class says we look alike...

More Kids!!!

Anyways, we had fun, haha, playing pool!!! haha, we actually sneaked off during lunch to play pool...

Haha, for more pics, click here!!!

Dear, missed u loads...

My computer sux.....

2006-11-22T22:31:00.000+08:00

Haiz... my computer is failling me... couldn't turn it on for 2 days... anyways... I went to this Hong Kong Cafe...
Yupz... this cafe....

The menu sux... Reading it gives u headache... Zzz...

This drink rox... but it costs a bomb...
One word... Horrendous...

Bland... $3.50... exclusive of service charge...

All in all... A total rip-off... ouch....

My tennis captain...

2006-11-19T14:31:00.000+08:00

Haha... yah... my captain... Super funny... at least Tennis is fun wif us... haha...

Belated post...

2006-11-19T14:10:00.000+08:00

Nothing to do... belated post... food again... last Saturday...
I forgot wad's this...

Sharkfin X3.....

Who wouldn't wanna shell those... oh... and according to the waiter... they drowned... in wine...

Not bad... Felt like KFC... other than it being a duck... and it taste much better...

Crap... Crab... Extra spicy than usual black pepper... but super nice...

Hor Fun... for non-chinese... It basically means a pile of flour...

Wad can be better than ending the day with a fine glass of red wine... wif watermelon juice...

你如此完美的一切，竟会出现在我的世界。。。

Job Interview...

2006-11-18T22:40:00.000+08:00

Haiz... life is so interesting nowadays....

Went to Rasa Sentosa Resort for a job.... waited for like 2 hrs for the manager to come from a meeting... super pissed... in the end... he din turn up... how responsible is dat... still dare to ask us to come back for another appointment... haiz...

Had a stroll on the beach and went to the southern most part of the Asia continent... according to wad the board says... Haha, nice view, nice company, nice atmosphere, nice everything :) haha!!!

Dinner at Subway... Stupid Subway... dunno how to bake more bread, left wif only wraps...

Went to Candy Empire to get more snacks to eat...

It's not where u go, wad u do, but who u r wif dat makes life interesting...

~Remember the pebble... the tower... the beach... you & me...~
~ Sry for making u wait 2 hrs... I will repay by waiting my whole life~

PW!!!

2006-11-14T00:06:00.000+08:00

YIPPEE!!! NO MORE PW!!!

Nothing more than your happiness...

Hmm...

2006-11-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

Life without the most important thing... how would it be like?

Never did i experience it since it happened...

For the first time tml... it will take place...

Let's hope it will never happen...

I love u...

Dinner...

2006-11-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

After a day of exhausting activities... I decided to replenish my energy....
Haha, I ate the whole pizza...Zzz....

Haha, expensive ice cream... oh and i drank a cup of ice-blended coffee wif lots of whipped cream, too bad i finished it b4 i remember to take photos, haha!!

God, plz provide the answers I need...

2006-11-01T21:41:00.000+08:00

So unfortunate to pass by Yihan's blog... haiz... No choice... got to do this...

Seven qualities I want in a potential?boyfriend/girlfriend:
1. Eh...humourous...
2. Fun to be wif...
3. Outgoing...
4. Presentable??
5. ...erm... Filial??
6. ... Small Hands!!!
7. I dunno...Everything about her...

Seven things that scare me:
1. eh... death...
2. Losing someone important...
3. End of the world???
4. Someone important in danger...
5. Dunno...
6. Dunno...
7. Eh... losing u...

Seven random songs at the moment:
1. 会有那么一天 - 林俊杰
2. The Reason - Hoobastank
3. Sick Cycle Carousel - Lifehouse
4. 发如雪 - 周杰伦
5. 世界唯一的你 - 曹格
6. You & Me - Lifehouse
7. 听妈妈的话 - 周杰伦

Seven things I like the most:
1. Best friends
2. Good friends
3. Friends
4. Family
5. Swimming
6. Utopia Word
7. YOU!! yah... u...

Seven random facts about me:
1. Eh... I slp everywhere....
2. hmm... I used to be underweight... then overweight
3. I want to win Wilson Wee in arm wrestling...
4. I'm free enuff to be typing this...
5. I wanna save lives...
6. eh... i can c my pulse rate in between my thumb and index finger...
7. Zzz... I hav i more flexible than average tongue...

Seven things I plan to do before I die:
1. dun bother... I wun die... HAHA!!!
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7. Do everything for her...

Seven things I say the most:
1. Damn
2. We
3. You
4. I
5. He
6. She
7. HAHA!!!

Seven Celebrity Crushes:
1. I
2. dun
3. hav
4. crushes
5. on
6. any
7. celebrities

Seven people I want to do this too:
1. Marvin... I wasted time... u shld too... haha!!
2. Annabel... Ur donation pack still wif me...
3. Justin... but he never ever reads blogs...
4. Jion Chun... coz of ur dumb idea of talking to a ruler...
5. Tan Ya Qi... ya... dun question... u... :P
6. Erm... YOU reading my blog???
7. I dunno... Her??

OGL interview -> Joke

2006-10-31T20:58:00.000+08:00

It all seemed so solemn when i stepped into the class room...

Do i really look like a clown??? hmm.... I wonder...

They seemed to be thoroughly entertained by me at wadeva answers I give...

They can't stop laughing loh... really dat funny meh...

Luckily I wasn't retarded enuff to talk to a ruler... :P

For those who did... I can help u book slots at IMH... feel free to approach, haha!!!

And I dunno why, I can't keep my eyes off of you - Lifehouse ( You & Me)

Gastric Flu Virus

2006-10-30T07:50:00.000+08:00

Let me ask you a question:

What comes out from ur anus after everything from ur body is emptied?

Answer? Plain water wif Bile juice....

Haha, u will never wanna get THE gastric flu virus, trust me

Although it maybe the best method for u to go on a diet coz u practically vomit out wadeva u eat, not to forget that u will probably pass out wadeva u ate the previous day too.....

Argh... Shall try going to sch later if I feel better...

I wanna hold ur hand - The Beatles

Food Food Food

2006-10-27T21:07:00.000+08:00

Very long never update liao....hmm....

Aniway i went to Malaysia last weekend....well...yah, food food food.... I muz really have put on weight, man....

Photos of where i ate in malaysia

Restaurant....

After restaurant...

After restaurant....

Can u belive dat is a cake??? How original... so original dat we didn't noe where to poke the candles and where to cut...

My Dear Ah Ma, She's 82 now!!! haha!!! Long Live Ah Ma!!!

Oh, and never attempt to squeeze so many ppl into the same table....it's virtually impossible to eat...

Oh... I ate here rite after i came back on Monday... Marvin's Dad is the Top Chef or something like dat of this restaurant chain...I tink...

I noticed I've sinned alot this few days... I shld go on a diet...

U broke my Heart and Pieced it back again....

Rumours

2006-10-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

Rumours sux....

Spreading rumours will have Karma.....

Watch out....

:P

Open House

2006-10-14T20:57:00.000+08:00

Ah, justin really has the potential to be a coach...hmm, he managed to impart me the skill of serving.

6 hrs of tennis can kill....both leg's calf and thigh cramp.....

Oh, and i muz seriously apologize to Yiting for erm...."dropping" the ball on her head...now i owe her a treat.....Sorry....Zzz....took me quite a while to learn to reduce my serve power and control it.....i suck man....

Air quality....

2006-10-10T06:33:00.000+08:00

Fark, my nose actually bled for the first time in my life....

The air quality muz be seriously horrendous....

Promos aftermath

2006-10-08T13:41:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was quite fruitful....hmmm, at least i managed to touch the racket....argh, when can i get a new racket???

Oh ya, got a little sunburnt on the cheeks...all of the people i met yesterday thought i was blushing....hope it peels off soon...Zzz....

Got a super belated birthday present from Michelle and Wanting, a wallet from Boss...then i realised i owe alot of peeps present...Zzz...

Din noe BBQing can be so fun....even though it alls to the haze....oh, and lantern burning too...Zzz...

I LUV babies!!!

2006-10-05T19:39:00.000+08:00

Haha, Rob-B-Hood damn corny...ZZZ....

Muz watch!!! The baby is like super cute lah, haha!!! Made me laughed quite a fair bit....I felt like crying at certain emotional scenes lah, haha, maybe i too sensitive, or maybe exam stress....k fine, kidding only....coz i yawned and the teardrop rolled down.....Zzz....

NO MORE FUCKING PROMOS!!!!!!! WOOHOO!!!! SUPER HIGH!!!! Someone jio me out leh, i dun wanna rot at home, haha!!!

Physics Paper

2006-10-03T20:14:00.000+08:00

Cold....Brr~~~~

Tissue anyone???

Air Pollution

2006-10-02T16:45:00.000+08:00

As if forest burning in Indonesia isn't enuff,
People have to smoke .....

Happy 20th Anniversary Dad & Mum!!!

2006-09-30T17:54:00.000+08:00

Mum & Dad,

Even though you may think I am a devil sent as a retribution for your previous life
Even though you may have made a wrong choice for my future
Even though you have scolded me a million times and whacked me a trillion times
Even though you want everything to go the way u want whether reasonably or unreasonably
Even though you force me to study
Even though you confiscated my multi-purpose card (ATM card)
And even though you will kill me if you find out that I'm using the computer 2 days b4 Promos

I am truly grateful to you, still love you & wish u a Happy 20th Wedding Anniversary....

Even though I am an unfilial son
Even though I have offended you
Even though I have disappoint you
Even though I say I hate you
Even though I am a total burden to you
Even though I have rebuted you a trillion times back whenever you scold me
And even though I have caused your wallet to burn even on your wedding anniversary

I truly am repentant, will never stop loving you & wish u a Happy 20th Wedding Anniversary

Even though this may be 2 days late, I would still like to dedicate this song to the both of you:

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary
When troubles come and my heart burdened be
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence
Until you come and sit awhile with me

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas
I am strong, when I am on your
You raise me up...to more than I can be

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up...to more than I can be

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up...to more than I can be

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up...to more than I can be

You raise me up...to more than I can be

-Josh Groban-

To all the bastards all there who have done something unforgivable to their parents,
Dun make me kill u personally,
Go drown urself or something.....

Hypocrisy

2006-09-24T10:37:00.000+08:00

Wad's wif all the hypocrisy everywhere?

Ministers manipulating the citizens to achieve their desired results....
Teachers trying to act loyal and all in sch (even though i can bet my balls they aren't)
Students pretending to be nonchalant about their studies (mugging their ass off at home)

Isn't everyone equal at birth? Wads wif all the superiority in human race and stuff then? Wad nonsense....

Is this wad being human is all about? Rubbish....

I would rather be a computer program then....at least i juz serve my function and nothing else......

People are always trying to be someone else, yet unknowingly, the someone else they aspire to be oso wans to be someone else.... another cycle designed by God to maintain balance in the world perhaps?

In this vast hypocritical world of pretense, who am i aniways?

I am somebody but I'm nobody.....

I juz realised i typed a whole chunk of rubbish......

Distinction

2006-09-22T23:55:00.000+08:00

In case u dunno wad Distinction is:

http://www.slss.org.sg/COR_AVM2.htm

Mug Mug Mug....

Certs & more Certs

2006-09-20T06:46:00.000+08:00

I've got my distinction award~~~~

Next up, instructor license....examiner1,2,3....

MUG!!!

Photos....

2006-09-13T00:00:00.000+08:00

Hmm....was having a feast at Marvin's house today, exploited all the free food when he opened an email with this photo in it....Juz thot it looked nice and decided to post it on the blog....the softer side of man, no matter how tough they r, they have a weakness....interesting....

....Gonna work my ass off after Promos....Train tennis, swimming, stamina....

I wan my instructor license!!!!!RAWR!!!

SPA tml...screwed.....

Juz u wait...

2006-09-10T20:44:00.000+08:00

Argh....i'm aching all over....training's getting more intensive....Juz two more trainings....I'll hang in there....

KFC's is a godsend gift from heaven....aww~~~ :P

Shopping trip

2006-09-07T08:19:00.000+08:00

Wahaha, spent my whole morning shopping at Orchard Road wif XX and Marvin. Got cheated by the Topman 'Private' sale, apparently it wsn't any less private than it can be....well the stuff there are not really....well.....fantastic, so we decided to shopped ard ourselves!!!

Shopping at orchard can be quite a pain.....whenever something catches ur attention, the price tag turns u off immeadiately.....Even if something that catches ur attention and yet is not too expensive, u will still think it thru to c if it's worth it.....well, u end up wif nothing in the end:P

Well at least i managed to pester my mummy to accompany me to shop at I.P. Zone, fashionable, affordable and well.....nice.....the shirt's this season r not fantastic though, at least there's still the jeans :) muahaha, i shall wait patiently until the next season.....

Freedom at last...i hope

2006-09-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

Muahaha, fully recovered!!! Shoo u stupid viruses, i've come out stronger than b4, so much for making me sick.

Haha, went to VJC family3 to catch up wif some frens. Still wanted to force me to ride the sadistic machine, luckily i escaped from their clutches :P

For the first time in 2 weeks......Pizzahut.....ahh.....Heavenly....still owe Jeffrey 10 bucks......

Lost my touch after 2 weeks without the slightest contact wif any thing about tennis.......looks like it's intensive training back in the court again.....haiz.....

Homework....

2006-08-29T17:31:00.000+08:00

Can't believe i am actually doing my homework....since being cooped up at home gives u no choice....haiz....Muz start doing my EOM too....sianz....hope the PW grp dun gimme a whole lot of problem when i return to sch.....Zzzz.......

Medical Certificate

2006-08-20T09:20:00.000+08:00

Muahaha, IMBAness~~~~!!!!!

2 Weeks no school
4 weeks no PE

haiz.....

2 weeks cannot see gurls........sianz...........

http://www.parknicollet.com/stores/hearingcenter/viewtopic.cfm?topic=/conditions/chickenpox_2.cfm

Hey, ppl check this site out, get ur vaccinations quick!!!!

Not all is lost......

2006-08-19T15:23:00.000+08:00

Farkz.......got the shock of my life yesterday.......40+ newpaper articles.......how the hell am i suppose to do it? I'm farking suay sia.......

Lost the double match wif the prison wardens.........twice............Fark, i hate doubles......always feel guilty to my partner after making a mistake.......unable to pull myself out of the deep abyss of hopelesssness........especially when my partner was Venus(Kaiquan), haiz.........let the coach down..........luckily i manage to recoup my loss wif the free food and drinks kindly sponsored by the prison wardens, haha, dat's for teaching u to beat me.......coach wanted to treat us after the match, but being a Catholic High Gentleman(male chauvinistic to be exact), declined the offer......Stupid Justin, pangseh me....luckily still got Melvin to accompany me home, THX MELVIN!!!

Aniway, i think i tio chicky pox......covered wif spots containing liquidish stuff.......going to see the doctor tml if it still does not subside....Saved me from the 40 newspaper arcticles.....but the promos......haiz......farked up.......

Juz another test....

2006-08-18T01:35:00.000+08:00

Juz another test........take it if u're free.........
My Personal Dna Report

Regrets

2006-08-16T23:09:00.000+08:00

Ever felt dat u regreted not doing anything for something u want?

Something this morning made me think about it, juz for the sake of passing dat god knows wad for 1/2 hr break.....

I realised dat i've been losing alot of things dat ought to be mine......all because i was reactive and not proactive......I mean.....even if I were proactive and yet I did not succeed, at least i know i've given all i have.......

Wad do i really want? I juz wanted to wait until the right moment.....but when is the right moment????

I did not want to feel the way i felt this morning ever again, the sudden heart ache......when i saw IT.......I couldn't control my emotion.....There was juz this part of me regreting not having done anything to improve the situation.....should i continue being my happy-go-lucky self or juz pull up my stinky socks......Do i really wanna be like my present self.... until i realised that all is lost?

It's abt time to make a move......being proactive......a total revamped.....I mean the same old self, juz proactive and more....hardworking(I'm gonna regret saying dat.....)

Oh, and, dun question urself, U r beautiful.....

The above chunk of message maybe a tad too messy for u, dun bother asking.....I'm quite messed up myself........

Human Wants

2006-08-14T21:58:00.000+08:00

Hmm......econs isn't totally crap after all......At least i think the part abt the insatiable human wants is true......

since i've got nothing to do....let me prove my point....

My Wishlist:

Wilson N-Code N6.1 Tour Pro Staff
Babolat Andy Roddick Signature Series Pure Drive Plus
Babolat Aero Blast
Prince O3 Tennis bag
Barricade IV
Trainers
Wristbands
Tennis Cap
Arena Jacket
Wet Suit
Polarised and UV Protection Reflective Sunglasses
Cool Lanyard for my whistle
New Handphone
Ipod Video(60 GB)
New King Size Bed
Pass my Distinction course and Instructor course
Work at Sentosa, SSC & RASA
Good Grades For Promos & 'A' Levels
MY ATM CARD!!!!!
Of course, unlimited cash to buy good food n stuff..........
and the list goes on..........

Well, can't really take the time to think what other stuff i want.............
Aniways, U can c y human wants r insatiable.......

Fridays.....

2006-08-11T23:06:00.000+08:00

Omg.....Fridays sux......It's like the end of the week and i can't find anything to do.........wtf

I seriously think the farking retards at AJC in charge of Tennis should juz allow us to have Self-Directed Learning on Friday or even any day we want.....Y lock up the bloody tennis courts? If u are scared dat some1 will get injured, y DUN i c u locking up the basketball courts? HUH???? GIMME AN ANSWER!!!!!

Anyways, Fridays sux, any1 who's free on fridays, plz, I BEG U!!!! ASK ME OUT!!!! I DUN WANNA ROT TO DEATH!!!!!

My Sad B'dae celebration

2006-08-07T00:16:00.000+08:00

Erm, in case some of u wanna relive the 1st and last moment of being treated like how i'm treated during my birthdae.......here's the link to the clip kindly sponsored(yah rite.....) by Hwee Teng........http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k-cWyYzA670

Some shitty test

2006-08-03T20:51:00.000+08:00

Courtesy of Siwei's blog.....

The Five Love Languages

My primary love languages are probably
Quality Time and Words of Affirmation.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		7
Words of Affirmation:		7
Physical Touch:		6
Acts of Service:		5
Receiving Gifts:		5

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

Inefficiency

2006-08-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

Haiz, my computer is failing me, i tink the motherboard is spoilt.........fark it.......

Sry Justin, can't on the computer to chat wif u and recieve any pictures of hot angmoh babes in Cambrigde.....I feel sry for myself too....haiz

Polyclinic is like the most inefficient place on earth lah.....imagine having to wait for 2 hours and more, juz for a 8 min consultation......time to improve ur service like wat PM Lee said....
Managed to get a haircut in juz under 20 mins during the waiting time, hope it passes the check tml........Zzzz.......I really have a problem wif styling my hair, and it sux, haiz.....Wax plz!!!! Anyone??

Oh btw, I have a MILLION DOLLAR SECRET MUAHAHA, and i ain't telling anyone unless u giv me A MILLION DOLLAR!!!! I wun really mind english pounds too.....

Hmm....maybe i should extort the $$ from the victim of the secret instead, MUAHAHA!!!! =P